Daydream nightmare
Eyes staring
Following me
I turn around to get away
Then turn back
Eyes still staring
Can’t stop looking, studying me like a lab
rat in an experiment
My experiment
I’m the rat
Waiting to be fed
Waiting to nourish my ego
Quench my desire for more
Head pounding visible stares penetrating
my skull.
The experience sets in…
Won’t stop…
Staring.
Face to face
Head on
Bring it on…
Let’s dance
One last attempt to regain my self conscious
I won’t turn away
A look of disgust
I turn away
Only to read a t-shirt that says
"Gay OK"